Abundant
A brief time of tranquility between the sound of slamming doors Let's me catch my breath and center myself in my core A friend to shoot the shit with while doing not much of anything at all I don't think it should be so fun but I had an absolute ball A woodland path to walk my dogs A park they can make new homies Maybe I can make some too I'm a likeable sort when you get to know me A cool night to cut the humidity Night creatures performing music My life is far from perfect but I'd sure hate to lose it There are mistakes I make almost every damn day Relapses that roll right over me but there are things I get right too every now and then, eventually My favorite armchair to read in I wish I was reading a message from you Then I'd know you were safe again and not trying to cope by self abuse I've fallen into that tempting trap before Plunged a fork right through my open hand My dominant hand too, stupid me, I thought I'd never hold a pen again Your pets won't understand where you went if you leave us Your kids won't understand why If you give up and take the easy road out the heart of this family will die I love you, though I'm a fuck up I didn't make it to Mom's side and I'll never forgive myself but I'll never let family down again So let's combine our spiritual wealth Prayers might seem thinner than smoke at times but when two are gathered, God gathers too I hope you'll join me in asking him to be merciful with me and abundant with you Abundant in happy surprises no one could ever predict Abundant in peaceful longevity Abundant in happiness

So cooooool
Thank yooouuuu