Blip

Me alone with the limitless voice 
Cracked window, fragmented eyesight   
Spirit skies, endless supply 
if I'm lucky, if you return 
and you're lucky I won't retaliate 
Just talking big like every blip 
But blip I did, you felt it
flutter the page 

Me leaving the pharmacy 
with stronger antipsychotics 
Anti-demon scipture scrawled 
all over walls of dad's new cottage 
Should've tattooed them but 
flesh isn't deep enough  
I pray them seared into 
my soul the words that save me 
I should get inked on my 
genetic code 

You alone with the pin drop dread 
Dread the president will steal your meds 
How can I save you how can we save you 
We won't let this happen I won't I'll stop it 
I know love being the only eternal thing is true 
but if death comes for you we'll 
take him hostage 

You in a dream you had nothing to do with 
With time you became all I remember about it 
Told me "Don't bet on the horses, lad" and you 
had on one of the jaunty hats like a valet or British cop 
or fry cook or something and then I was beside you watching 
the horses and you looked like you were refusing fun bodily and 
I woke up thinking heimlich no CPR no no oh he's gone from 
me like cigarette smoke forever except for the scars