Lulled

I'm marooned Virginian 
but I'm not really here 
I picked up my prescription 
Dulls the edges of fear 

Voices torn from bodies 
rending gray matter in my head 
A parade of oddities 
drinking what I bled 

Sex with a stranger 
Less dangerous than with a friend 
Stricken with aphasia 
but who cares where I am 

Put up your dukes or fold 
Says a world gobbled up by Russia 
You'll live if you do like you're told 
We hate you openly so you know you can trust us 

Sex with my hand 
Nevermind my hand has a headache 
Lulled off to La La Land 
by the splintering sound of a mental break